
He placed his hand palm down, fingers spread against
the floor. Turning the needle down he forced the point through the skin
between the thumb and the first finger. His features remained smooth, but
star points of sweat broke out on his forehead. He raised his hand and
pushed the needle, stretching and breaking the skin on the other side.
The pain was constant. David knew that the Bad Metal demanded his agony.
He took another shaft from those now laid out in front of him and spread
his toes for the kiss. Again he lowered the tip, piercing the skin just
between the first and second metatarsals. The pain increased with a steady
throbbing in synch with his heart.
The inevitable headache began and his ears hummed.
The tattoo lines began to glow softly, as though illuminated from the inside
at his ankle and wrist, pale steel blue like a straight razor's edge.
The pain and the metal had to be in harmony, building
evenly to a crescendo dictated by his tolerance, so David began to twist
the needles, hanging twin lead weights from the rings in his pierced nipples.
He forced two shafts through his penis head and hung another weight from
the ring embedded in his scrotum. Far from crescendo - many more needles
to go. The tattoo glow crept around his body, slowly growing brighter.
Three blocks away, demolitions were happening.
The guest of honor, a supermarket, one of the monsters put up in the early
Sixties. It was an architectural nightmare, occupying half a block steadfastly,
sharing the space with a monthly parking lot.
It was a simple job for a wrecking crew, but this
job had turned ugly very fast, with three men dead and the two badly maimed.
The police cited the construction crew with a half dozen safety violations,
but to the men on the site it was a simple case of 'The building's out
to get us. ) Most of the crew believed it with religious conviction, and
pointed out in an unflappable way that the unbelievers were dead.
Lunch break with the crew was an animated discussion
dealing with the myriad ways of death, the horrible accidents they'd witnessed
on other sites, and sex. John Petrakos never joined the twisted talks the
others relished. John Petrakos was a self-proclaimedBadass andexcessive
alcoholic. Heoccupied his lunch break drinking silently behind the dozer.
Today he was staring at an old man across the street,
who had shown up every day since the work first started. He wore soiled
army dress pants, canvas tennis shoes, an old blue T-shirt and a dirty,
rumpled London Fog dress coat. Sticking out above this pile of rags was
a paper-fleshed skull shrivelled beyond age. He never moved from his station
in the door frame of a derelict storefront. Judging by the pile of newspapers
in the doorway, the old man must have lived there.
John had seen the type before, old forgotten men
with nothing better to do and a few waning years to do it in. Old men were
attracted to demolition sites. They would stand a safe distance away and
mutter to themselves or with other street slime about a broad range of
crap, usually about the past, when they had identities. They would grunt,
spit or cough every time the ball made a good hit, an absurd kind of acknowledgment.
John hated them. All the fuckedup street trash
he had to tolerate in this job. He was dead certain that if he left for
five minutes they would sneak in at night, start fires, shit on the ground,
andsteal anything they could load into a shopping cart. He'd caught two
old bastards already. John was the watchman, this was his site, and where
he parked his trailer he was fucking king!
He scowled at the man across the street, and the
old man met his gaze with two cataract-blocked orbs of his own. Throwing
down the gauntlet, it seemed to John. He dribbled out words between pulls
on his bottle. "You're next old man."
John grew angrier as the staring match went on:
"I'11 do you like I did your slimeball buddies!" He stopped himself when
he realized he was starting to yell. "Great," he thought 'Tell the whole
fucking world, you asshole.' He looked around to make sure no one was watching,
picked up a rock and threw it over the safety fence as hard as he could.
It caught the old man on the temple, and he staggered backward, his body
slamming hard into the door then slipping to its knees. Blood ran from
the cut, spilling over his cheek and into his toothless mouth. John grinned'Right
in the fucking face!'
The old man raised his head very slowly. Though
the blood flowed freely, a broad black grin spread over his face and stopped
John's self-congratulations cold - dead cold. The old man stood up very
slowly, as if each bone was being pulled back together under his grinning
old skull. For John the world tilted a little. Fear trickled his gut. The
old man squared his shoulders and started across the street. This wasn't
right, John told himself: 'I'm the fucking watchman. They're supposed to
run.' He looked around to see if a weapon was handy, and when he looked
back the old man was at the safety fence.
"This is our fucking city. You don't go killing
nobody down here." The deep brown voice resonated with younger days of
strength and confidence. Under the voice somewhere was the kind of tone
found indark places where lunatics like to scream. "Old Gustav was the
King of a country. Who the hell are you to touch him?"
John's mind was in a panic f~re. "The Shithead
knows! He fucking knows!" The black raisin face opened again: "The rat
eater told me stories about his days as a writer. He was big in the old
pulp days. Glorious mind leaking out that ear. He deserved better than
the bottom of a gravel pit." John found his last ounce of bravado and fired
it at the bloody black skull on the other side of the fence: "You're next,
old man!"
The old man raised the stump of his left hand to
his temple. He stopped grinning, said seriously: "I paid foryou, John Petrakos.
It cost me my hand, took it clean off. It's mean, John. Meaner than anything
you can imagine, and I raised it myself just for assholes like you. You
just wait for it, John. It took my hand clean off didn't even know it happened.
You're a fucking dead man, John."
Avid was a glowing mass of light in the J5, barren
apartment. The blood on the floorboards threw back the crawling radiance
with a dark liquid shine like a city street after ruin.
David had pierced his flesh seventy times in the
past two hours, and the needles hung from every loose fold of skin he had
- arms, legs, ears, nose, groin. The Bad Metal in the shafts was awake
and the power was at a peak. His nerves were alive with Bad Metal, and
now he fought to contain it.
This had been a most satisfying session. Orgasm
after shocking orgasm had rocked his body, and even now his erection raged
for more. He liked it when the brothers gave him big assignments. He enjoyed
ex
dark places where lunatics like to scream. "Old
Gustav was the King of a country. Who the hell are you to touch him?"
John's mind was in a panic fire. "The Shithead
knows! He fucking knows!" The black raisin face opened again: "The rat
eater told me stories about his days as a writer. He was big in the old
pulp days. Glorious mind leaking out that ear. He deserved better than
the bottom of a gravel pit." John found his last ounce of bravado and fired
it at the bloody black skull on the other side of the fence: "You're next,
old man!"
The old man raised the stump of his left hand to
his temple. He stopped grinning, said seriously: "I paid for you, John
Petrakos. It cost me my hand, took it clean off. It's mean, John. Meaner
than anything you can imagine, and I raised it myself just for assholes
like you. You just wait for it, John. It took my hand clean off didn't
even know it happened. You're a fucking dead man, John."
Avid was a glowing mass of light in the ',l barren
apartment. The blood on the floorboards threw back the crawling radiance
with a dark liquid shine like a city street after ruin. David had pierced
his flesh seventy times in the past two hours, and the needles hung from
every loose fold of skin he had - arms, legs, ears, nose, groin.
The Bad Metal in the shafts was awake and the power
was at a peak. His nerves were alive with Bad Metal, and now he fought
to contain it. This had been a most satisfying session. Orgasm after shocking
orgasm had rocked his body, and even now his erection raged for more. He
liked it when the brothers gave him big assignments. He enjoyed exploring
these new heights of sexual pleasure slightly more than he did the release.
The fraternity and their offerings to him were nothing compared to his
pleasure.
Light years back, David walked the rails that ~c
ran behind the high school in that squalid ~, suburban neighborhood north
of the city.
David walked the rails every chance he got. Often
he'd sneak out of the house. Late at night was best; you could almost see
the ghosts of the people who had died under churning wheels. He could imagine
them forever walking between the iron. He would smoke cigarettes, drink
Coke, and dream. There was plenty to see.
On his left, as he walked north, the twisted suburban
tumor where his house lay. On his right, the ugly trailer park jungles
full of white trash and second-generation Mexicans. He hated going to school
with the mindless spawn of both camps. To them, geeks like him didn't f~t.
At first, David walked the twin lines thinking they represented escape
to someplace better, but he dis~ covered that wasn't true at al1.
The first revelation came as David walked the rails
one night in the late summer. Up ahead he could see motion low to the ground.
As he approached, he saw the back haunch of a cat, torn off ~ust below
the rib cage. Blood and organs spread out on down the line. Shiny black
and pale white. About ten feet further up, lying on the gravel, was the
top half of the cat. It licked the wound, where the rest of its body used
to be.
It looked at David, dull-eyed and hissed, then
returned to the useless repairs. David walked on in shock, his mind balking
at the sight of death dealt so decisively, so quickly, the animal wasn't
even aware it was dead.
Evidence of power was everywhere he looked. Sand
made so hot by passing wheels it became paperthin green glass. Coins flattened
and stretched beyond recognition, thousands of bones partially ground,
oil-covered feathers, clumps of fur like in a witch's larder. A vicious
sociopathic monolith stalked the steel lands. Deep inside, David twisted
the slightest bit.
Three weeks after the first revelation came the
second, in the shape of an old man sitting at the side of the rails, wearing
an old trench coat and smoking a clay Churchwarden pipe. The stem was broken
off close to the bowl. He didn't turn to look at David, but stared intently
at the point ahead of him somewhere. He was the dirtiest man David had
ever seen. "Been waiting for ya."
David stopped, looked closer, "Huh?"
"Been sitting here damn near a week. Heard you
were the new switchman. Got ajob waiting down the line." The old man tamped
down his pipe, looking up at David. "You look mean enough for it."
David smiled, "Wrong guy." The old man laughed
till he broke out in a cough. "You like pain, don't ya?" Jerk off a lot,
huh? Never had a real girl before, have you? Dream a lot about the Boss
bitches whipping your ass, squeezing your balls. All that leather shit.
Boy, I know you. Bad Metal's been talkin'."
"You fucking crazy dude." Fear cracking in David's
voice. The old man leapt to his feet. He grabbed David by the hair and
swung him around till he hit the tracks hard. He jumped on David's back,
pinning his arms so David's face rested on steel. The old man spat. "Gonna
cut you now. Show you a magic trick." David felt something warm on his
neck, then the sharp sting of a slicing knife. "You cut me,
you crazy fuck! Get the fuck off me!"
The old man wiped the blood on the rail, grinning.
The blood streaks shrank and disappeared. He cackled, "See that! See that!
Drank it! Slurped it up! Now it'll do what you want!" The old man whacked
David's head. "You paying attention, boy. You're a switchrnan. You can
bend the rails. You can bend Bad Metal!"
"You're fucking crazy ! " David thrashed wildly.
The old man hit David again. "Make it bend!"
"Fuck you!"
"Tell it to move!"
The man drew his knife across David's neck again.
"I'll cut your dick off! Tell it to bend!"
"OK, bend!"
"Not like that, you shithead!" The old man drove
his knife into David's leg.
"Jesus!"Davidscreamed, "Bend! Bend! Bend!"
The steel under David's cheek began to vibrate.
He watched as the rail began to blister and warp. A railroad spike popped
from its hole and the rail began to bend upward, then back into its original
straight line.
"Some folks just don't want to learn," the old
man sighed as he lit his pipe.
Years later, David waited peacefully on the ''
floor, slowly flexing each muscle he could Y*' control. The needles were
gone, but every ~ nerve was firing electric rhythms to his brain. The power
was inside now. Deep inside, he could feel it coiled around his spinal
column. His mind was a blur of colors, red to purple to black. Still, each
muscle relaxed, one after another, unclenching, releasing. There was the
job now. It was hard
John Petrakos checked his gun for the third time
in ten minutes. A 9mm Baretta did a lot for his self-confidence. All day
long
Everything was disgusting; the dirt, the dust,
the sweat, the sandlots, even his co-workers - "Sweaty, ignorant scum."
They lived for their next beer and talked all the time about sex that never
happened and women who wouldn't touch them with someone else's body.
Every word they spoke was an irritant to him. No
matter how he wrestled with it he couldn't relax. It was three o'clock
when John spotted the old man again. He had brought friends. The old man
was keeping his distance this time. He set himself up at the entrance to
an alleyway between a laundromat and a used clothing store. His friends
chose street corners and retaining walls for their vigil. Grim dirty men
with glowing white eyes under the grease. Some wore hats or masses of black
hair. An Indian was with them, smoking a cigarette.
He wore combat boots and work overalls and a red
bandana around his head. Over in front of the 7-11 a tall man with long
dreadlocks and a beard sat on a trash can screaming at passersby. "They're
gonna crawl up your ass and eat your heart! They're gonna crawl up your
ass and eatyourheart! Youtoldme! Youtoldme! Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit!
They're gonna crawl up your ass and eat your heart!"
John could see twelve but he was sure there were more. Their presence sent
him into a silent panic. John punched out and went to his trailer. There
was no comfort inside either. He paced from window
to window, trying to watch all twelve of them at
once. John's violent nature did not mix well with a sitand-wait strategy.
He felt trapped, boxed in. Focus was destroyed. Adrenaline assaulted his
brain again and again. With no kinetic outlet for his frustration, John
was left with only a desperate confusion. He became more and more disoriented
and irrational with each passing minute.
Images of dead men stared at him, shaped from the
uneven shadow-folds of his curtains on the floor and wall. Contorted faces
mottled with blood and mud - twenty men in so many years, men nobody would
miss and nobody noticed were gone. Endless scrubbing, concealingevidence.
Plenty of paranoia over being caught, but no guilt. Never guilt. All that
drove John was the hope that more of the filth could climb his fence, and
they always did.
They couldn't help it. On the inside was John,
waiting, stalking, screaming, swinging his sledgehammer justice. This cannonball
through hell head rush of killing was better than cocaine, better than
sex, a sex taken further than orgasm. Self-seduction torn inside out. Muscle,
sweat and blood lining up, organizing, forming itself into a fleeting incarnation
of death. It was all about going to the point of standing outside himself,
watching his body dealing in mortality. Brave, strong, fearless. Not cold-blooded
murder, but hot electric dirty mortal fucking. Electric orgasms on a roller
coaster of flesh.
Four o'clock came and the crew disappeared like
gremlins at daybreak. All except Chris Collins. He was putting overtime
to make up for a couple of days taken off to see a gun show. He busied
himself tidying the site, picking up beer bottles, tools, and trash. Chris
was sixty. He sported a steel plate on the left parietal region of his
bald head. He was a smiling happy man, the kind of person who could walk
in on a vicious stabbing and miss the whole thing. However, get aroused
at the erotic image. The fraternity needed. David waited.
John Petrakos checked his gun for the third time
in ten minutes. A 9mm Baretta did a lot for his self-confidence. All day
long
After his encounter with the old man, the Nite
seemed repulsive to him. Everything was disgusting; the dirt, the dust,
the sweat, the sandlots, even his co-workers - "Sweaty, ignorant scum."
They lived for their next beer and talked all the time about sex that never
happened and women who wouldn't touch them with someone else's body. Every
word they spoke was an irritant to him. No matter how he wrestled with
it he couldn't relax. It was three o'clock when John spotted the old man
again. He had brought friends. The old man was keeping his distance this
time. He set himself up at the entrance to an alleyway between a laundromat
- and a used clothing store. His friends chose
street corners and retaining walls for their vigil. Grim dirty men with
glowing whiteeyes underthe grease. Some wore hats or masses of black hair.
An Indian was with them, smoking a cigarette. He wore combat boots and
work overalls and a red bandana around his head. Over in front of the 7-11
a tall man with long dreadlocks and a beard sat on a trash can screaming
at passersby.
"They're gonna crawl up your ass and eat your heart!
They're gonna crawl up your ass and eatyourheart! Youtoldme! Youtoldme!
Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! They're gonna crawl up your ass and eat your heart!"
John could see twelve but he was sure there were more. Their presence sent
him into a silent panic. John punched out and went to his trailer. There
was no comfort inside either. He paced from window to window, trying to
watch all twelve of them at once. John's violent nature did not mix well
with a sitand-wait strategy. He felt trapped, boxed in. Focus was destroyed.
Adrenaline assaulted his brain again and again.
With no kinetic outlet for his frustration, John
was left with only a desperate confusion. He became more and more disoriented
and irrational with each passing minute. Images of dead men stared at him,
shaped from the uneven shadow-folds of his curtains on the floor and wall.
Contorted faces mottled with blood and mud - twenty men in so many years,
men nobody would miss and nobody noticed were gone. Endless scrubbing,concealingevidence.
Plenty of paranoia over being caught, but no guilt. Never guilt. All that
drove John was the hope that more of the filth could climb his fence, and
they always did. They couldn't help it. On the inside was John, waiting,
stalking, screaming, swinging his sledgehammer justice.
This cannonball through hell head rush of killing
was better than cocaine, better than sex, a sex taken further than orgasm.
Self-seduction torn inside out. Muscle, sweat and blood lining up, organizing,
forming itself into a fleeting incarnation of death. It was all about going
to the point of standing outside himself, watching his body dealing in
mortality. Brave, strong, fearless. Not cold-blooded murder, but hot electric
dirty mortal fucking. Electric orgasms on a roller coaster of flesh.
Four o'clock came and the crew disappeared like
gremlins at daybreak. All except Chris Collins. He was putting overtime
to make up for a couple of days taken off to see a gun show. He busied
himself tidying the site, picking up beer bottles, tools, and trash. Chris
was sixty. He sported a steel plate on the left parietal region of his
bald head. He was a smiling happy man, the kind of person who could walk
in on a vicious stabbing and miss the whole thing. However, if you offered
him a few drinks he spawned the nature of a weekend philosopher, imparting
stale and badly informed half-truths on the universe mixed with stories
about World War II and his days as a salvage man. Nobody wanted to listen.
Chris didn't care.
More than anything, it was a way of jogging memories
loose. Chris had been tipping the bottle a few times during the day and
that damned annoying itch to talk was driving him nuts. He needed some
company. John was a drinker and Chris in his blind way thought he was an
OK Joe, so Chris hooked his bottle up and marched himself over to John's
trailer.
Three hard pounds with a fist brought John to the
door. The gun he pointed at Chris's head was definitely a sign that the
man needed a drink. John blinked a couple times, and exhaled. He put his
finger on the hammer and let it down slow. "You get away from me. I got
trouble." John was talking low and standing in the shadows behind the door
frame.
"Shit, John, c'mon out. Have a drink and you can
shoot somebody later."
"Yeah, OK. I need a drink. I can shoot 'em later."
Avid pulled on his overcoat and closed ~ ~ the
door behind him. Down the hall a `~ baby was screaming, a man screaming
back: "Shutup, Shutthefuckup!"David went out the
back door and down the alley. He never walked the streets willingly. Besides,
the graffiti was best in the alleys, everything from lowly tags to major
works of art. He thought of the marks as the silent screaming of the crowd.
Two blocks from his apartment David passed a geezer picking cans out of
a dumpster. The trash picker halted his search as David passed:
"You put a big hurt on that pig!" The power jumped
inside his coat. David tried to control it and pull it back. A security
light exploded high on the wall of an apartmentbuilding. A steel pipe ripped
itself from the brick wall and smashed hard on the asphalt.
A right turn and straight down the next alley he
came up behind the old man silently. "Ready?"
The old man jumped. "Shit!"
David smiled. "I said, are you ready?"
"He's still in there." The old man's face split
in a mirthless grin.
John Petrakos sat on the door frame and tilted
his head back, rejoicing in his burning throat and the mind numboess the
bottle dispensed. "Don't fucking give a shit. Just don't fucking give a
shit. Fucking asswipes can watch all night! I'll blow their asses out their
noses!"
Chris was two drinks up on John and he was really
in touch with the wisdom of the ages now. "Did you ever see those guys?
Never been on a site with so much dying. Like the walls were out to squash
'em. Life's a bitch and then you get pulped like a fly. Actually, I don't
think it was them. Looked like it was you it wanted to kill."
"Bullshit," John growled.
`'Gotta say, John, you're the fastest motherfucker
on two legs!"
John and Chris were too drunkto notice the wire
in a pile of debris poke a steely tip above the crumbled cement, then just
as quickly duck down. Hours were passing quickly and Chris seemed capable
of producing an endless supply of alcohol from a thousand secret stashes
on the site. The shadows fused into night and night slowly cleared the
streets of people.
Chris was rapping his knuckles on the steel plate
in his head. "Got this working a salvage job. Big old B- 17 outin the South
Pacif~c. The 'Shoo ShooBaby.9 Whole damned fuselage dropped on me. It was
just one big hunk of Bad Metal out to get me. That's what got those poor
shits last week, I bet. You ask any guy who works with metal, they'll tell
ya.
Some metal cuts and bends. Other metal cuts and
bends you. It's like those fucking Jap bastards and their Samurai swords.
They take months to make just one and then they call it the soul of the
Samurai. We hopped islands all over the Pacific after the war. Picked up
thousands of these damned swords. Sold some to junk dealers.
Sold the rest to be melted down. You couldn't handle
one of those bastards without cutting yourself. They were dangerous. Accidents
happened around them all the time. They're still around, only they ain't
swords no more, they're buildings and cards and kids' toys. Maybe power
tools or nuclear missiles ..."
Chris paused and took the last swallow from the
latest bottle. John was in a stupor, not listening, just watching the shadows
move around as an everdwindling number of car headlights passed. The wire
crawled under the dirt in a broad loop, five feet in front of the trailer.
'Y'm not saying it's just the Jap swords. What
about all those guns and knives and God knows what else that cops melt
down? How 'bout cars that kill people on the road? It's all fucking Bad
Metal. Go ahead, ask people, ask any Joe who works with the stuff, they'll
tell ya."
John pulled back the hammer on his gun. "Get outta
here, Chris."
Chris inclined his head. "Just talking, 30hn."
"Get the fuck outta here, assholet"
"I can get another bottle. Let's just . . ."
John levelled the gun at Chris's head. '~Get the
Fuck out of here!" Chris stood up and backed down the steps. Hebackpedalled
about eight feetbefore the ground around him exploded. The loop of wire
tightened around Chris's ankles. The ends took off in opposite directions.
The wire pulled itself taut with swift and bloody force.
Chris fell forward on his face. His feet, still
in his shoes, lay severed behind him. Thirty seconds of silence, then Chris
began to scream. Blood jetted from his ankles and was soaked up in thirsty
dust. John stared wide-eyed. All the will toward action he could muster
was a breathless "Jesus Christ."
The wire wrapped around a steel girder. The other
end looped twice around each of Chris's wrists then climbed the side of
John's trailer and anchored itself in the vent grate of an air duct. Slowly
this time, the wire pulled taut. Chris was lifted from the ground screaming
and jerking. His hands quickly turned blue. "Jesus! Help me, John, help
me!" Another wire whipped into the air around his neck and up to a telephone
pole, securing itself to the cross bar.
There was a dramatic pause flawed slightly by a
choking "It hurts . . . " All three wires yanked themselves into straight
lines. Chris hit the ground in a series of wet thumps, internal organs
dumped from open cavities in hot waves. Blood splashed John's face. The
shock of it got his body moving backwards into the trailer. He slammed
the door.
David stood outside the trailer in the field of
meat that was once a man. The power streamed from him. The only sensation
he could compare it to was taking a leak - one of God's little pleasures
of relief, uplifted to the point of ecstasy. David was more Bad Metal than
human now. Its lusts were David's, and David himself sat somewhere behind
the eyes joyfully masturbating in the image of himself as a god.
The fraternity brothers were moving out of the
shadows and onto the site to carry away the carnage in shopping carts lined
with plastic. The old man stood next to David. "Jesus, David, we could've
waited until he left."
David turned on him. "This is my fucking show!
I couldn't wait, and that's good enough for you!"
"We just don't want a big deal."
"It is a big deal. A big ugly deal motherfucker
of a deal ~ " David's face twisted into a grinning Jack-o'lantern. "You
made me a nightmare! OK, I'm a nightmare. What the hell do you expect?
Don't get in my way again or I'll take your piss-covered dick next time!"
The power was straining against the flesh. "Leave me alone!"
John Petrakos could see the two men outside the
trailer and street people picking up the carrion. But the hand that held
the gun wouldn't stop shaking. With a mental will taxed beyond his limits
he managed to squeeze the trigger. The flash from the weapon blinded him.
He didn't see the back of the Indian's head explode all over the old man's
trench coat. The others scattered like roaches, leaving the shopping carts
behind. He also didn't see David ducking to the left and laying his hands
on the trailer.
John's ears were ringing from the gun's report,
masking the deep groan from the trailer's shell. But he clearly felt the
vibration on his feet. He reacted by instinct. Slarnming his shoulder into
the door, he broke through and hit the dirt. John's mind was in panic,
wondering why his body was taking him where he least wanted to go - outside.
The trailer imploding looked like a beer can crushed
by an invisible hand. Compressed air blew out all the windows, and a wave
of glass flew at John. He tucked his head under his arm and rolled away.
When he removed his arm and opened his eyes he was nose to nose with Chris's
head. It moved. A sick sound of bone splitting and skin tearing f~lled
John's ears.
There was a wet-sounding pop, and the plate in
the head lifted itself on end, gray matter on the underside and skin around
the edges. John screamed for the first time since birth. In answer, the
three-inch square of metal tore free and cut the air past John's cheek.
John whipped sideways, but his ear was already sheared off.
John couldn't stop screaming now, and blood poured
between his fingers from the wound. He pulled himself up enough to sit
cross-legged in the dirt. He patted the dirt all around him looking for
the ear. He was oblivious to the figure standing behind him, holding his
gun.
"Too easy," David thought, "This is art. Let's
give the peanut gallery something to cheer about." David backed away from
the shrieking man on the ground.
Section by section, the safety fence began to unravel.
Wire sprang from everywhere on the site, even from cars on the street.
The wires twisted and wrapped around steel girders that tore themselves
from the foundation. The wire bound each girder to the next, forming joints
and tendons. Steel wailed to make ribs and a spinal column.
Steel drums split at their seams, spilling oil
on the ground. The drums fused to the spine, a primitive cranium. The wire
wove around to make a muzzle and eye sockets. Smaller pieces of metal with
sharp edges became teeth, and muscle by muscle makeshift Golempulled together.
John was very far down the path to insanity, just
one step away from catatonia. The nightmare growing was at his back. All
he could see was the deserted street. All he could hear was a desperate
voice in his skull yelling: "Run, you stupid motherfucker!" He turned around
in a sluggish, vicious motion.
The vision that dwarfed him was impossible, a joke
or a spoof. The mind bent at the absurdity. David was an artist and as
art, it was very realistic. John did run. He ran faster than he'd ever
run in his life.
Slowly the steel junkyard dog took its first step.
Each stride took the giant, moaning animal half a block. The paws chewed
up the sidewalk. The tail weighed a ton and a half and it playfully swatted
a storefront to dust, leaving a gaping hole between businesses. John tried
to make a right turn into an alley but he was running too fast. He smashed
face first into a cinder block wall. His nose broke. His head was drowning
in a bright red light yet his body wasn't ready to die. John righted himself
and ran down the alley. Praying for escape, all he found was the wall of
another building in his way.
The junkyard dog stopped at the alley entrance.
It sat on its haunches, turning its head from side to side, the entrance
too narrow for its immense shoulders. The steel dog fixed John with reflective
gray eyes.
John tucked his head under his arm again, and slid
down the wall in a fetal crouch. He cried. The junkyard dog began to shake,
and its wire skin unraveled from its foreleg, slithering on the asphalt
toward the huddled form.
John was in darkness. His mind retreated to a place
of safety, colors erupting on his eyelids. A sting like a pin prick fired
an urgent plea or attention to John's clouded brain. Something had stabbed
his left heel. He felt the agony of a tendon ripping. Then another prick
in his right heel. The pain was coaxing him back to the physical world
and he regretfully opened his eyes. Wires had pierced his socks at the
back of each leg, and more wires moved toward him.
"Oh my God, they're inside!" The steel hit him
in an unstoppable wave. The wires went for any exposed skin, violated every
orifice. They pierced his neck and his eyes, his hands, all moving toward
the center like tiny catheter tubes.
John's skin was a mass of moving metal flesh. John's
last thought before the wire raped his brain was: "They're gonna crawl
up your ass and eat your heartt" No final scream. His mouth was stuffed
with wire.
David stepped from between the legs of the dog
and walked toward John's bloated carcass. The wire still writhed inside,
making the skin ripple and the limbs twitch. The last of the Bad Metal's
power slipped from David. John's body stopped moving and the monster at
his back collapsed into a heap. David felt weak. His entire body shook
with the strain of standing. After a moment, the sound of squeaky wheels
echoed down the alleyway.
The brothers with their plastic-lined shopping
carts were coming to clear up the mess. They would dismantle the dog and
they would dismantle John as well, disposing of the evidence in a thousand
trash dumpsters all over the city.
David bent down and kissed John's mangled cheek,
marvelling at the two hundred pounds of metal he'd managed to stuff inside
the corpse. Then he put his lips close to John's ear and whispered: "Thank
you, lover." He stood up with a satisfied smile on his face, lit a cigarette,
and walked away.
not to get aroused at the erotic image. The fraternity
needed. David waited.